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 what can I say

simplest problem but to hard to explain
I feel bad to see you to good things for our relationship, while here in my heart I don't feel anything anymore
I don't know this empty feeling comes from
you did things as usual
our relationship was running as usual
but I didn't feel my presence
you didn't do anything wrong

it's a pressure to meet you
don't know what to do
I have no idea
mostly unmotivated
some times I act weird

you might feel it
my mouth won't to say any
my face will
I'm sorry, what should I do
how to explain

I don't have something new, l didn't get the new one
you express your confusion via instagram
please don't check your insta story repeatedly,
did i see it or not
I won't click on it
I already guessed what it contained

now anniversary is just a date
nothing special
you reminisce about our memories all day at that time
okay I remember it, but it doesn't have any effect on my state
I only enjoy the dishes from this expensive hotel
only food makes me full

show it to instagram
I gave the reaction just as a formality
finding the right moment is very difficult
there's no way I said it that night
but time passed so late and lifeless
babe, the guesses you already have in your head might be right

I'm sure you've been investigating it secretly
let's just say it's true
because I myself don't know where the problem is
I have to find a reason or explanation like what
this thought bothers me so much

the song that you shared via instagram music
some of the lyrics are correct
I'm depicted through the lyrics of the song
I can also see your emotions there

let's just break up for a while or forever
I can't fix it
I don't know if I will regret it or not
I just want to break this silence
maybe this is the age of our relationship
if you imagine breaking up with a winding road like cheating or whatever
sorry, this is the only path we can take to break up

leave all the blame to me
tell everyone including your parents and family
that I was wrong and stupid

I'm waiting for something on your instagram about me, about moving on, about accepting reality and your new days without me.

cirebon, 6-7 Juli 2021

Gong Yoo x Tim Taeri from Pinterest