I'll deal with it and try to live peacefully. Go ahead babe, accomplish your own goal. I do my own things and fulfill myself with the journey.
Someday when you love someone else, I think I could understand why. I am pretty sure that the hard way is to accept the fact, the truth and the reality that we couldn't find ourselves in this relationship. We have no more common sense and no more connection. You might want to be needed and I want to be respected, we just lost the path.
In the future, when you found someone who love you more than me, treat you better than me, just love him and give your soul. I can't always stand next to you like him. You have experienced numerous occasions and conditions and I don't know anything about it. So I'll okey with your decision, if it could happen to us.
When it's no longer about us, it's not the end. Maybe God will send someone who will give color to my life and then forget about you. Also a better way of my life will come to me.
Take the opportunity that comes to you then you can develop yourself through it. Seeing you become a better person will make me feel happy and proud, because having you is no longer the main goal in my life. This sounds both sad and abstract, but I don't want to block your path to something better.
If in the future you choose to be ordinary and just want to calmly enjoy life, don't want to or are still with me, I will also respect your decision. As long as you can do it well.
I look like I have no stand, I just want to stand up for something good and it's not always about us and love. I still haven't figured out what my life will be like so I want to give a chance to people who have found their purpose in life.
We live with various galaxies on our shoulders, there are galaxies of hobbies, there are galaxies of idea, some are about work, some are about health and family. We don't live in one world and everything is centered on us.
With love,
ilmi.
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